Today is the calm before the storm... the quiet before the holiday rush that starts on Thanksgiving {in my mind... } and doesn't end until New Years Day.
This year I'm trying to keep the calm before the storm a constant. There will be no storm this year.
And if there is, it will not be a storm of epic proportions. Just because I say so :)
Anyway. In order to do that I've decided that practicing gratitude needs to be the most important part of the season. It's not a new concept, but it's one that is easily preach-able and then forgotten. I can't tell you how many times I say "I'm so thankful... " and then not spend time thinking about what it is that I'm thankful for.
Being the day before Thanksgiving, it's a perfect time to dive in and give thanks... .
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I'm thankful for a two year old who is unaffected by a bad nights sleep
And a four year old who understands that if he wakes up very very early, he can play quietly in his bedroom while his mother sleeps in his bed... .
I'm thankful for the choice of sobriety for nearly ten months
I'm thankful for a warm cup of chai in a snowman cup, amid a seashell and magnifying glass and little doll and tongs filled and scratched up table
I'm thankful to know that miles away from here my parents will be enjoying a turkey dinner with all the fixings. A favorite holiday for my mother will not go unturkified ;)
I'm thankful for a husband who looks into my eyes and tells me he'll always love me, and a marriage that is based off of supporting and loving each other through trials and understanding what is important to each other
I'm thankful for a new Curious George movie on PBS {and that would definitely go on the list of thanks from my kids... }
I'm thankful for friends who act like therapists, therapists who act like friends, and support coming out of my ears during the past week {and last 10 months for that matter!} it has not gone unnoticed, and you all know who you are... I'm forever grateful for long talks, emails, short talks, comments here, letters, cards... I am so, so, thankful for you.
I'm thankful to be wearing a new shirt {from Jen Lee's shop... } that serves as a reminder and an inspiration
I'm thankful for little pieces of grace that come my way, for a devotional that spoon feeds me passages of the Bible. I'm thankful for a hunger to cultivate my spirituality
Speaking of the George movie, there was just a quote in a song that jumped out from the TV at me just now: "Everything is fine, just taking one step at a time to find our way to the heart of the day... " I'm thankful and teary over that... Thank you George...
I'm thankful for pajama feet, little arms around my neck, nose kisses and "wait, I forgot to tell you something! Bye I love you so much! Bye I love you so much! Bye I love you so much!" as a parent walks out the door
I'm thankful to be given a chance to be a mother, a wife, a sober woman who is in love with her life... and to have a pretty darn good life, even with all the ups and downs. It is so very full.
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Happy Thanksgiving, all! I hope you have a wonderful day that fills the belly and the soul :)